Yesterday was a great
day. It was one of those ‘once in a while’ days when you feel
totally connected with Heaven and Earth. I was existing
totally in the moment, and completely detached form all past
and present stresses. I felt as if I were floating on a
cloud. But that is not what made the day so special. No, you
see, yesterday I spent the entire day with my 4 ½ year old
son, and he showed me something that we all sometimes
forget—that love, in it’s pure form, is the power of the
universe, and that no matter what is happening in your life,
love can make it all better.
The day started out as many do. I woke
early and wrote for a while. I let our dog out and refreshed her food and water
bowl. I straightened the living room and did last night’s dinner dishes.
Everything was all so normal. I finally heard the bouncing up and down on the
bed from the second floor of the house. I knew my little buddy was up, so I
brought him a drink of milk. We exchanged our mooring ‘I love yous’ and hugs.
He asked if he could play in his room for a while, and I agreed.
The day was shaping up nicely. It was
eight o’clock and not a cloud in the sky. It was about 65 degrees, but the heat
of the sun was quickly warming the earth. It was going to be beautiful. I sat
at my desk and connected to the internet, as I do most mornings. I checked to
see if I had any email; I didn’t. I then went to view the morning’s news
headlines. The Katrina aftermath and the price of gas topped the headlines,
once again. Sadness swept over me, and I became a bit worried about the state
of our great country and all the people living with loss and sadness. So many
struggles, so much loss, so much pain. I sat in quite contemplation for a
while, until the silence was broken… “Can we go for a hike in the woods, Daddy?”
my son asked with a huge smile on his face. “Sure, buddy,” I replied, and after
a good breakfast, I packed him and our Aussie into the truck and off we went.
Gazing at the gas prices, as I drove
towards our hiking destination, I had a sinking feeling in my stomach. How
could many Americans on fixed budgets deal with this rising cost. I started to
worry about my ability to sustain my household. As the fear of the unknown crept
into my mind’s thoughts, I slowed down—to conserve gas, of course. This is
crazy I thought, and I thanked God for everything I had in my life. I remembered
John 16:15 “All things that the Father hath are mine,” and Matthew 6:33 “But
seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things
shall be added unto you”
But in these troubled times, seeking
anything spiritual is sometimes a task, as we try to cope with the world’s
massive losses of the past few years, form incidents like 9/11 the Tsunami and
hurricane Katrina. Not to mention where do we find the extra wallet full of
money to fill our gas tanks to get the kids to school and drive back and fourth
to work.
The essence of the beautiful day escaped
my grasp, as these thoughts clouded my head. Finally we arrived at the
trailhead. I love being in nature and so does my son. We hit the trail, with
our Aussie leading the way. I was silent and slightly detached thinking about
the world, but my son was quite the opposite. ‘Chatter Box’, is the best way to
describe him. He was rambling on and on and on, about nothing really. Talking
about frogs and salamanders, and the squirrels in the trees. He was asking me
question after question about our woodsy surroundings. I started talking with
him, answering all his questions, as we made our way to the summit.
My mood lightened a bit, as I enjoyed this
time with my boy. I love being with him. He’s so eager and innocent and ready
to explore the wonders of the world. Wide-eyed and smiling all the time, I
can’t help but be in a good mood when he is around. As we made our way up the
steep section of this particular trail, he had some troubles. I let him figure
out the path on his own, only briefly suggesting where he should put his feet
and hands. As we came to the top of the small rock ledge, he said; “I think we
are lost, Daddy,” Then excitedly exclaimed; “Look, a blue line on the tree.
“This way, Daddy. This way—come on.” I told him what a great hiker he is and
thanked him for finding the way… Then it happened.
There was a brief silence as he walked
towards the tree with the painted blue trail marker on it. I was happy, but
still in the back of my mind was worried and uneasy about ‘life.” Then, at that
moment, my 4-½ year old son turned to me, out of the blue, and said; “I love
you, Daddy!” He rushed to my side and gave me a huge hug and kissed my cheek.
My heart suddenly melted and I started to cry. “I love you Daddy,” rang through
my mind and suddenly the stresses of the world did not affect me any longer. I
was elated, and felt as if I ascended instantly to the lands of Heaven. “I love
you Daddy,” with those simple words, life, with all of its pitfalls, horrors,
plights and dangers was magnificent! Love really is the answer, for no
matter what would of or could of happened to me at that moment, I was basking in
the light of love, and everything was okay.
John 4:12 says “No man hath seen God at any
time. If we love one another, God dwelleth in us, and his love is perfected in
us.” I, at that moment, felt the perfection of God’s love within me. And it all
seems so clear. Love God, love yourself, love one another and love the earth and
you will find the Kingdom of Heaven…
So
today I wake and give thanks for everything I have and the love, which is in my
life. The headlines are still filled with sullen words of Katrina and the death
toll. Gas seems to have stabilized, for the moment, and the sun again warms my
back yard. But today my outlook is different. Today I live with love,
compassion and gratitude, and not stress and dissonance. What is the difference
from yesterday? Love.